potential boomtown post: text
Nov. 1st, 2014 09:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
that_costI made a mistake. I was trying to treat my abilities as two separate things but that's not the case. They're different versions of the same thing. Pyrokinesis. Telekinesis. it's nothing more than movement, just one is on a microscopic scale and the other is not.
Pyrokinesis is moving molecules and all at such a fast rate that they eventually go boom and there's fire. Right? of course I'm right this is my version of pyrokinesis i know what i'm talking about.
anyway...telekinesis is trying to move something as a whole one big piece not smaller pieces like pyrokinesis.
one big whole. so it's a shift in focus and an attempt to slow myself down and i've hit a wall
the wall hits back. sometimes hard.
i can't slow it down much. not easily. not at all sometimes. sometimes I can lift a book or slide a chair no problem. other times i turn pencils into ash at just a thought and if i try too hard to slow it down.
the wall hits.
my dad used to get micro-hemorrhages when he pushed himself too far little spots in his brain that died when he overdid it made someone see a five hundred dollar bill when it was just a one and god did his nose bleed.
i don't have a nosebleed just a migraine.
all this to say i'm not coming in to work today and i'm canceling any plans made because it hurts to do anything and i'm sorry.
Pyrokinesis is moving molecules and all at such a fast rate that they eventually go boom and there's fire. Right? of course I'm right this is my version of pyrokinesis i know what i'm talking about.
anyway...telekinesis is trying to move something as a whole one big piece not smaller pieces like pyrokinesis.
one big whole. so it's a shift in focus and an attempt to slow myself down and i've hit a wall
the wall hits back. sometimes hard.
i can't slow it down much. not easily. not at all sometimes. sometimes I can lift a book or slide a chair no problem. other times i turn pencils into ash at just a thought and if i try too hard to slow it down.
the wall hits.
my dad used to get micro-hemorrhages when he pushed himself too far little spots in his brain that died when he overdid it made someone see a five hundred dollar bill when it was just a one and god did his nose bleed.
i don't have a nosebleed just a migraine.
all this to say i'm not coming in to work today and i'm canceling any plans made because it hurts to do anything and i'm sorry.
